Wow, almost a month since my last post. I have been super busy with school and work. I made a 77 on my first Biochem test. Not so happy about that one. But As on everything else. So, I bought this new, expensive acne face wash, and I not so happy at the fact that I'm allergic to it. I feel groggy and my face is red, itchy, and my eyes are puffy. I hate it.
I just feel exhausted. Mentally, physically, and emotionally. Sometimes I just wanna quit. I want to give up on men. I know I won't, but right now, it's hard to find someone that seems to be worth it. I know how I am when I am in a relationship, I am a very giving person. I would give my time, energy, and love to see someone happy. I guess I just want someone to feel the same about me.
Oh well, I am just going to quit looking. I guess that's a way to start, if I'm not looking for it, I can't get disappointed when I don't find it.
Been on a strange musical kick lately. I find myself listening to 90s music recently. Pop and rock from that era. It is nice to listen to some stuff that I grew up with. I just realize how incredibly cheesy it is, but I like it. I am almost tempted to buy the Backstreet Boys new cd. Almost...I will check it out online or something first.
Bulldog Bash this weekend. But I am not going to drink. I made myself a pact to be completely sober for one month. October 19th is the goal. I can do it, it will be hard though with all my friends drinking and having fun at Bulldog Bash this weekend. Maybe I will get a clearer head on my shoulders when I get through with this.
Anyway, that's my update for now. Hopefully I get back into doing this more often...
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